Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Always NEW from JamI3roQuaI!
Yeayy new front pageeee! What do u think of that btw? It took me 2 minutes and a half to do both drawing and typing(the tochter thingie). Not so bad eh? :P
On my way home from work, I couldnt stop thinking bout what am I gon do the first thing I get home. So I grabbed this little note book of mine and start writing and writing. Well, since there was shytload people on the subway with me, so I couldnt concentrate on putting down words n shie. The next thing I know, I was home and playing around with the simple ass PAINT program on my computer and walaahh, there goes the animation girl who looks kinda like me. So I figured, why not putting the picture as a front page of the blog instead, since alotta people's blog are directly straight to the posting etc instead of some other page(like most sites are nowadays). Converge's site kinda inspired me first of all. So there! What do u guys think? :)
Ciggarette Addiction
Let me tell u something about smoking!
IT IS BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD!
I started smoking(ciggies) since I was hmm, 13 prolly. I kept on quitting and starting to smoke again ever since. My dad used to tell me that cigarettes are worse compare to marijuana. Why? Because it attacks our lungs little by little. Slowly but SURE. Plus, there's this little thing called 'addiction', that wont leave us alone and makes us lost dollars by dollars from buying packs of cigarettes. Think about it, I could've gotten more shoes! (how sad..)
But then again, in the other hand, cigarettes also has helped me been through so many stuff. It calmed me down when Im too nervous. Not to be nasty, but Im able to go to the bathroomn daily(not monthly like some other sick people out there!) because of cigarettes too. Yes people, it is true! U can ask other smokers out there who'd feel the same way as I do. And after each every other meal, hmmmmm(no questions ask!) cigarettes does gives you the relieve from having way too much fat!
Here, I am not trying to encourage u to smoke! PLEASE DONT IF U HAVENT TRIED or STARTED! I am basically just saying, that I was trying to quit again. But I've failed! *sigh.
But it is my promise tho, that the day I am planning to have kids, I will definetly QUIT! U can mark my word! Hhueuhehehehh. Speaking of, I want hazeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
. Jm3 . 9:14 PM |
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Sunday, April 25, 2004
NEW COLOR
It's been a year or so I've been a 'redish fuchia'. I finally got tired of it. Hair hair hair, is one very complicated thing for me. Ever since I cut my hair short on late summer 2002, I've become very addicted on experimenting, especially on color and length. Once, I cut them even(length-wise, back-front), dyed front with manic panic's 'pillar box red'. Then dyed them jet black. Then black and 'new rose red'. Then 'fuchia shock' and black. Then I have bangs all of a sudden. Then the bangs got famous along with the growth of some parts of my front hair. Then I decided to shave the back-below-ear hair off. Then I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A BRUNETTE! again! Well, I kinda want to tone down on my appearance a little bit. I am still planning to do a little high light. Just a little. While waiting for the growth of the rest of my hair(planning to grow em long). I am happy now cuz I dont need to do touch ups every single 2 weeks cuz this brunette is permanent. Maybe I should get a green contacts to match the hair? Hehehheh what do u think?
- It's a beautiful day, but I didn't have fun. I think I need to get a life! -
. Jm3 . 8:23 AM |
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Friday, April 23, 2004
Thursday's Biking and Zoo Trip(back to childhood)
Heiya peepzzzzz! How u doin? The whole day today, I've been randomly doing stuff I would most likely do back when I was still 9 or 10. The whole story began from when I didnt go to work today.
Around 11am, the manager called letting me know that I shouldnt come cuz there was a lil sumthin2 goin on there, so whatever I didnt go. Then I asked Agung if we can bike somewhere, so he took me to Flushing Meadow Park. Remember Men in Black? Haha yes, there! Biking was a bit tiring if u dont get used to it. I was happy cuz I got a little tan. Huehueh. And plussssssss, I got to visit the Queens Zoooooo! Yeayyyyyy! The Zoo wasnt as big as the one in the Bronx, but it was quite entertaining! Plus, it was only 5 dollars admission. I now learned new stuff :) I now know that Elks are actually grow their horns(or whatever its called) only during summer, etc etc. Wow! Owh, and I got to eat those Ices while riding my bike. O godddd, I havent done that in the longesttt timeeeee! That's amazing really! U might think Im crazy, but I just loveee the good ol reminisce! Then before bed time, I got to play SCRABBLE! This amazing game taught me alot to learn english back when I was 7 or 8 maybe. Damn cool! :) O well, owh, from what people told me, I guess Im not going to change my name afterall. Guess better leave it this way!
- I've got the fever. I am missing you more! But u're untouchable. -
. Jm3 . 2:24 AM |
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Name confusion
Everybody knows, when I put down the name Jm3 on some tag board, that just gots to be me. Hmm. But then, Im startin to get a little tired with the name cuz it means nothin. So, I am planning to make a little change if thats possible. I came up with J|sK(well, its basically Jemima Iskandar) but, dunno. *thinking thinking thinking* Any thoughts?
Suaka's video shoot
Yesterday, I had to wake up around 7 in the morning cuz of this! Damn u Rully! :P But I had fun tho. I can see that everybody was mad excited at first, then like, a minute before recording they looked all nervous n whatnot. Kiki(bassist) appeared to be the chillest one among all cuzzzz, well me, him, and agung inhaled a little 'fresh' air before the thing started. I shot a clip with them for the song 'Budaya', and some interview n shyt two weeks before. The jam itself wasnt as tight as the nite before(during practice), but I guess its not that bad at all. Suaka rocks! And I cant wait to see how the video turned out.
. Jm3 . 12:49 PM |
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Monday, April 19, 2004
Ey yyyooo! What's the diliyooo?! I updated my blog last nite. Well, I put new features on it! Yeayyy! I now have Reviews, Events and some picture sites u can click on top! Arent u guys excited to see what Im going to put up next? Haha, wait and see. Jamie's always full of surprises. Well, that according to me since Im a little high now and I can talk for hours and hours and hours. I doubt u'll like that!
So anywayssssssss, I slept over Rully's last nite after watching Jelangkung with him, Marcel and Kiki(from SUAKA). Earlier we ate at Pho Bac with Denny too. It was after practice in some studio in Astoria. Aahhh, doing music while ur high really gives u the adrenaline. It was a fun nite. We did some Deftones stuff too and owh, trust me. Deftones music + a blunt of haze = CRAZY ORGASM! seriously! U should really try! :)
Then I went back to Agung's, played around with his Technics turn tables, did some stupid stuff with it. I really dunno how to scratch so it wasnt that great. While ken, ahaa booya boi, u must've want an Technics table real bad huh? ;) It'll cost u 3000 bux man! shiet! O well.
Oh, again speaking of yesterday, we had this little Permias rapat thingie, but I missed like, maybe 90 percent of the meeting for no reason. Well, Agung's mom was having this little Ibu2 karaoke gathering thingie and those Ibu2 brought good food here that I dont wanna miss. So, hahahahah that was the reason y I came late for the meeting! :P Then me, Fie, Irs, and Ken walked around 71st Ave. Ate Onigiris(they had it altho it was a sundayyyyyy!), drank some weird tea n coffee milk shake, Ken bought this cool army camo fishing hat I picked out, thennnnn what else? Thats it I guess. Then me and Dence went to practice dianterin Jeff and Taufik. Trus ya udah deeeehh, latian deeeeh, giting deeehh, asik deeehhh, makan deeehhhh. Hehehehehehheh. *Dude I am on!
Friday,
we had a little permias karaoke gathering/denny's farewell. It was nice seeing the whole officers were there(except for adhien maybe) celebrating! It's a little surprising for some people who actually gotten crazy padahal sehari2nya mereka begitu nyantainya. Huhehueuhe. For examp, MARIATI! Woooooooh, even Denny and Jeff got a little shocked that she actually jumped around and sang with us on some songs. Kalo Saras yaaa, dont u even dare to ask. She is crazy like that! Then after a longggggg ass chitchat n picture taking right in front of the karaoke bar(u kno lah indonesian!), we had a little dinner whanot in Figaro. I got myself a bowl of chicken soup(it wasnt that good!) and bailey's milk shake(now this one's da bomb!). I regret not getting my tiramisu cake however, but the night was alrite! We had fun.
Saturday,
I went to meet up with Ken and Irsan somwhere in the Village. I took the R train to get there since all train was local that day. And I met Tom(an old friend of mine from church) who happened to be engageeee! Wow what a surprise. Well, I wish him good luck on that. I've known the dude fer quite a while. I remember his ex girlfriend was this chick who act just like me. That's y we always called each other 'future' n 'past'. Anyways, I dont think u'd get what I meant just now, but yea. Hehehehe.
Then I got off on Prince St. Apparentlyyy, the dudes wasnt there. They were at 14th st. around, so we decided to meet up somewhere in between. In that case, that'd be 8th st.(St. Marks area). I bought a vanilla chocolate springkler ice cream cone on my way there, and there was this(i thought) japanese freak who took a pic of me crossing the street, eh pas diliatin lamaan dikit, ternyata si Denny R! Kurang ajar, baru aja mau gue gebok! Hhueuhe *brutal! Ok back to the story, I finally got to St. Marks and found Rully there with the dudes too. What a small city ternyata Rully was just there jalan2 sendirian. Oh oh, one more thing I need to tell u guys! This one friend of mine, got a shirt from Triple 5 Soul, and it was cool greenish dressy shirt I thought it was very kewl, till I found out that it has a little flowery motive on the other side. Huaaa! Gangstaaa! I wont tell u guys any names tho cuz it'll might hurt the dude's feelings, but I kno some people knows. Hhuehehehehh. Chill buddy! :P
Thennnnnnn, we went to this small street fair. Speaking offffff, the weather was maddddd hot that day! It's bothering me a little bit! After street fair, we went tooo (kemana lagi yah dudes?) oh, some shoe stores I guess, ugh and some other stores names I cant mention cuz it was too manyyy! But one thing I need u guys to know that shopping with Ken and Irsan is seriously alotta fun! Thanks dudeeessss! They gave good opinions too! Aaaww how sweett! :) Then we met Egar on our way to Kid Robot. Before that, we met the whole gang(Tante L, Tante S, Mas Bow, Denny R., Kem2, and this girl name I forgot) sitting somewhere outside some store and took some pics with them. O god the world is really not that big at allllll! *well it actually is, but u kno what I mean right? :P
Oh, in Canal Jeans people, there was this blonde dude with dreads told me that my hair was so hot. It got me scared cuz I thought it was on fire. (Ken, I really cant explain this in a funny way like how u did! Help!!) O well some people. Thennnnnnnn, we went to some more stores and hung out on some more stairs and teased alot more people! Ha!(fun fun fun fun!) And right after dawn, after all birdies went back to their nests, and after Andika was done working, we finally see KILL BILL VOLUME TWO! Yipppyyyyyyy! Accompanied by me gang and a tall Mocca Malt Frap! The nite ended nicely! My feet was all tired and shyt and I got to go home after walking 7 blocks and 7 avenues cuz the bus is not running that late. Hikkkkkkkkz! But is allllll good! Yeap! So, I'll c u on my next weekend trip! :)
Note: I appologize to Finia for missing her farewell party. Sorry I couldnt make it yah! Have a safe trip! Ima miss u girl!
. Jm3 . 10:31 PM |
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
Elements, Drawings, Strategies, Imaginations, Future, Laughter, Sickness, Scratches, Pain, Tears, Fears, Contradictions, Unimaginable realms. Today I found myself laying on the floor, sobbing. I asked questions, screamed for help to come, wished for my past to be undone, no sense I received. I am not me, its just realities. How many more lives should I kill to go back to what I've never been? For a second there I thought I was happy.
Hey enemies! Step your border would u please? Black painted nails I am, deciding what to believe or what to see. Yet Im still here, grasping what is left to scream.
Can you reach me?
- J, April 14th -
Days went by, and I cant stop complaining. Altho I dont complain as much but, I dunno. Im just too pathetically(is this even a word?) sad over something that's not suppose to be happening to me. God, what have I done wrong to you? Been searching for answers but, anyhow I dont think I'd find them anytime soon in my lifetime. And by forgeting my dad's 55th b-day yesterday just officially completed my ignorance! *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* But anyways, thanks to those who has made me happier for the previous days. U guys been very sweet. Kenji promoted me on his blog on how cool I am(HELL YEA fuckers! Eh I mean, thanks :]) for being sick. I agree, sick sick stuff is cool! And coolness comes from sickness(wth am I talkin about?!) but hey Ken, tell those friendster cats to search 'Jemima' instead, if they're really interested! Muahaha, kiddin please dont do that. I've got enough strangers adding me already. That's how I've got 199 friends now. Hmm. Back to thanking, Andika for his comments and super corny jokes, ur always the kewlest dude! Just remember my request to call me once u're planning to fight them bad guys in the park, or just to simply practice some moves with ur new weapons! How lovely if I can do those moves too. Denny R.(Thanks for the moving help! I thought u were mad at me earlier :P), And Agung too, he's been helping me alot these days. Since day 1 I met the dude. He's kinda like, an angel sent by God or sumthin. I dunno what I'd do witout u dude! Thanks alot for everything! I owe u tons seriously! And other Sherwood people, Taufik/Bootie, Emil( I owe u alot I kno that! Heheheheh), and others. I dunno what else to say man. Im a bit beyond words right now. Ima catch a little sleep, thats the best thing I can do to myself at the moment. Adios amigos! Hopefully I'll see u guys anytime soon! Peace!
. Jm3 . 3:30 AM |
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
O man, who man! Havent done anything today, but I feel so like, beyond tired and all! Why so? No clue! Earlier today (6pm my early time!), me and some boys played some bball(after sleeping over wisha's)! It was aite! Not enjoying it as much since it was windy as hellll! Then me and Kenji went to get Andika at his work place. We went to Virgin, found so many old cds I shouldve bought but shyt lagi bokek beratttts! Trus went to get dinner at some japanese place! The food was aite, not as good as I expected! Well, compare to the long waiting just to get a table. Shyt it aint worthed! *sigh. Selesai makan tiba2 udah jam 1am aja! Damn its crazy! Is all good tho! Right right right? We laughed our ass off in the resto and on our way back. Cuz me, Ken and our little crazy and sick minded views was constantly searching for new topics to be brought. I'm sure Andika threw up the time he got home tadi! Heheheheheh. Trus trus trus peepzzzzz, besok mau kemana nih? Its the weekend loh! Anyways anyhow, gue udah ngantuk berat nih! Time to catch on my beauty sleep sepertinya! Nite2 then diary *tae ah! hehe*
. Jm3 . 3:16 AM |
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
The story of a boy
Once upon a time, there was a boy, who wasnt seeing life as an interesting thing to live in. Until he met somebody's special. I mean, what not to like, he's gorgeous, and macho, and sexy, and hmm. Too bad he's such a playa! Then the little boy got his heart-broken. The playa keeps on playin', while the little boy deciding to play some more too. Hmm, bad boy! Well, that's boys! Cant keep their hands off each other, they grabs women! See! It proofs that US are really so pretty! Hahahah! *dont mind me folks, Im a little crazeh tonite.
Ps: YOU! There! A little further u! Yes! Dont u know that I miss you so? You've changed since the last time we met and Im a little clueless in the inside. But I'll keep this little feelings a secret. No one will know but me and maybe you. Yes you!
. Jm3 . 1:06 AM |
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
A friend of mine was doing a little experiment with his new photoraphy tools, helped by Mas Bowo n moi! It was fun working with him in the warm basement. This is one of the result! Dang it, he put in on friendster too! Ngga nyambung banget karena itu tuh friendsternya dia, nah kok cowok bisa berwajah cantik aduhai? Hhuhuehuhehe. *jgn sirik lo padee! Ayubb ayubb! Foto2 lagi donggggggg! Oh, trus some days ago, Mas Bow took pics of lots of us doing some SINETRON scene shyt. Haha, that was fun too. *jadi ketagihan difoto gini gue!
Anyways anyhow, I slept over Emil's crib last nite(Played a set of some fighting game. But after a battle, I got tired playin Emil. There's just not a single chance of me winning anyway. Unless if he wants to duel me on W.E. 6 or 7! But he doesnt play that shyt at all!) after the Tribe Shishi's show. Oops I kinda messed up on the cats names last nite. Mistaken Takeshi for Yoichi or some shyt like that, while Takeshi himself still remembers my name and even my agee! I feel bad :(. Well, cant blame it on me since the first time we actually chat, I was a bit under some influence. *blegh! :( So last nite, Tribe Shishi was great as usual! Ma boy Egar represent! Indo Powa! Too bad the place was mad small! I could hardly breathe! Tried to dance somemore but I cant stand the sweat! Promised myself I wouldnt sweat tonite, plus my neck's still hurtin from the Candiria's show head-bangin. Remember that KENJI! "HEAD-BANG!" Surprisingly, alotta Indo peeps came last nite. Kemal, Taufik, Budi, Ken, Andika, Ismail, Fie, Saras, Jepi, Dence, Icha, Nadia, Emil, Wisha, Agung, Marcel, Adhin, Mba Hanum, Kia(He's Burmanese), Nick(He's French), Abdullah(Which I called Abe!) and many others maybe! Too bad Mas Bowo and Denny R. couldnt make it. I called Mas Bow the last minute before the thing started, cuz I thought he was already there with Kemal n everybody else. O well, lain kali deh yahhh! Yg penting kan we had fun arent we all? :) Props to Tribe Shishi! (The new dancehall generation as Egar would've mentioned) Peace n bless!
. Jm3 . 3:08 PM |
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Monday, April 05, 2004
Goodness, I've tried to sleep. But again, I failed! Gorgeous eyes of mineeeeee! Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep! Nowwwwwww! I said sleep u intimidating pieceeeeeeee! Sleeeeeeeeeeeeep! Oh, btw just to let u guys know, last Saturday I went to the Candiria show! The set did not excite me since they didnt play my fave piece! Which are Paradigm Shift n Constant Velosity. Plus, it was only a 30 minute set! I was a bit disappointed, but still, I had fun. I didnt get to enter the pit. Agung was big enough to fill the spot! :P But I head banged like o god, till it injured my neck! I cant even look at my both feet now! *sniff sniff. I got to shook Ken(my hero)'s hand and it was all good to me. The last time he played he gave me a set of his sticks, the next time he play he will definetly sign my bra! Muahahaha! Hmm. Anyways, Ima try to go to sleep again! Taufik's Insomnia startin to get to me, shiet! And since TRIBE SHISHI's show is tonite, I kinda have to save some energy. Lataz then boyz n girls! Enjoy my new BLOG! :)
. Jm3 . 1:47 PM |
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Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! MY WORK! IS FINALLY DUNNNNNN! Bye XANGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! *now it's my time to sleep. havent been in bed for the whole nite and its 10 sumthin in the morning! hahaaaaa!* And I would like to thank Taufik for helping me thru difficult times! Peace n blesssssssss!
. Jm3 . 10:50 AM |
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